Things I liked became few and far in between,
and the things I hated began overflowing.
I watched the floating clouds out the window,
while people passed, their backs turned to me.
There was more and more that I wanted to say,
but more and more words, deep inside, they remained.
As the sky turned to black,
I kept it in my gaze.
Without fail, night once again came..
If I can't go anywhere, there's nothing to do is there?
Succumbing to my dizziness, I drifted and dreamed away,
Merely a daydream that was bursting apart.
What I wanted to love, and what wanted the same.
I stuffed it all inside, until nothing was left.
I came to learn more and more every passing day,
though I just seemed to forget it all anyways.
As the bus moved along, I peered to the outside,
In your camera's lens, what's hidden inside?
"Keep it a secret please?" "You have to promise me."
Even with those sayings, I'll someday be alone.
Suddenly, a little button fell away..
As always, night once again came..
If you saw a pair like this, what would you do about it?
Even the slightest lies cause a reaction,
I've long been afflicted by what feels like a fever.
What I wanted to love, and what wanted the same.
I won't abandon them, but ask for forgiveness..
I never wanted to hate anyone,
So I was always, always hated.
By everyone, I hated myself.
Even you as well, even by myself..
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