(Translyrics) The Reason I Thought I Wanted To Die (僕が死のうと思ったのは) by Amazarashi

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The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was because at the end of the pier I heard the seagulls cry
They would drift along the waves, then they'd simply fly away
I wish they'd peck apart my past, like bread, all the same
The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was because on my birthday, the plum trees were blooming
Lying down beneath it's leaves, sunlight streaming down on me
Will I too also return to dirt and dust in time?

Mint candy at the harbor's lighthouse,
Abandoned bikes too rusty to be used now.
At this old station I try to hide from the cold,
but there's not even somewhere I want to go.

Today feels the same as yesterday did,
"To change tomorrow, you change today" but I still..
I understand, I understand, but yet I..

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
was Because I felt like there was nothing left inside.
And whenever someone cries because they aren't happy,
I'm sure it's because they really want to be.

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
was because my shoelaces wouldn't stay tied
I was never really good at retying them so..
It's the same with the ties between people in my life

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was because a kid wouldn't stop looking at me,
In my room, on the bed, I had fallen to my knees
Apologizing to the younger me

The dim light from my PC,
familiar ambiance from the room above me.
A boy sits blocking out the intercom,
but even then he's been in a cage  all along.
I'm fighting an enemy I can't even see,
The Don Quixote of this apartment scene.
And honestly, the prize isn't worth winning

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was because someone said I was a heartless being,
And whenever I would cry, longing for somebody's love
I regretted that I knew what love had once felt like.

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was because the way you smiled so beautifully
And maybe why I want to die, was because I took this life
a bit too seriously at certain times.

The reason that I thought I wanted to die
Was that I hadn't run into you quite yet.
If the people in this world, were a lot more like you
then I'm sure I'd like living in this world too.

If more people in the world, were a lot more like you
Then maybe I'd have more hope for it too.