Even if you're living by the littlest of means.
You will keep breathing, on someone else you lean.
And if that person were to somehow disappear,
You'll still wake up tomorrow, dragging down whoevers near.
Connections that are so easily frayed,
Relationships that only exist at the right time or place.
And if I try to lament, saying "Something's not quite right."
I'll still walk away with no answer in sight.
Whatever that you have to say,
I will always be this way.
As I cast my teary eyes downward,
Where the bridges that I burned lay.
Even if I'm lonely to tears, no one gives a damn to hear.
And again, again, This loneliness is deadly.
For every single person who's feelings I don't care for
There's just another person to replace them when they're gone.
The punishment for shutting down, avoiding all the pain
Is the guilt constricting me, and digging in it's fangs
Before I could notice it, loneliness turned on me
Now I know my heart alone was yearning all along.
Amidst the pin and needles that destroy me, under skin
The powerlessness of "being alone" starts to sink in
Whatever that I have to say,
From this road; Can't turn away.
Even the things I'd given up,
Just as easily enough as It became a pain.
No how many tears fall down
They won't reach no matter the amount
Breaking. These cracks that run throughout my heart.
So that it wouldn't fall apart
So it wouldn't even start
With these hands of mine, clumsily I still tried
preventing such a thing
I ended up straining myself in the end,
And crushed it with my own hands.
Over the most trivial emotions, like an idiot.
Even if I hug my knees, and scream
Nothing will change a single thing.
Not even my own sadness that's only just left echoing.
And though the night might swallow it,
Even if the moon shines in darkness.
It remains, just the same
It's the truth, that it won't just go away.
It won't heal, I can't speak
Against the voice hidden inside,
Betraying me
This loneliness is deadly.
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